To me you are....
Everything.
You don't know it, you may never know it, but I think you are amazing.
I want to get to know you better, i want you near me.
I simply want YOU.

Adoro-te.

Remember

Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor i half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our fututre that you planned
Only remember me, when you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve.
For if the darkness and corruption leave
As vestige of the thoughts that once I had
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad!
(C Rossetti)



Remember me when you are away...
You have left me to go to unknown land,
How i wish i could have gone, but its my time to stay.
(Little old me)

Life

Dew.

What do I truly want from my life?
Who do I want?
Why do we choose the most difficult path?
When will I find love?
Where do I see my future?

Constant questions, that I cannot answer.
What I dream of..... That is a different story.
Happiness, Love, Family & peace.

Lost

Serene....


I feel lost.... cold... alone...
Will I ever find myself again?

Thoughts

Distant thoughts...

You are in my thoughts....
The weekend is over and I still havent heard from you.
Will I ever hear from you again? Will I ever hear your voice?
Will I ever see you again?
Where ever you are..... distance was never an issue...
You are in my thoughts.
Stay safe.... Im missing you....
Get in touch, Soon.

Pain...

Solitude....



I hate you for what you made me feel. I trusted you. I believed in you...
You hurt me.

Caminho abandonado e sem saida....


Life is never simple and to me this is the beauty of it.

However paths that shouldnt cross sometimes do... and you then need to decide... do we go our seperate ways back the way we came from, or do we join forces and start a new path together??

I believe in the destiny...

And the pieces fall apart...

Bed....


You.

Its been so long now....I can smell you...as if you were here now.... as if nothing has changed... But i look around and i can't see you, i can't touch you, i can't hear you, i can't hold you, i can't love you.... Where are you??
Every minute of our time together will be in my mind for ever...
Although you have left me, you will be forever in me.

Why?!?

Porta encostada ou fechada??

1



I'm back....

Unsure of what to say about my holidays.
They were cool, not what I expected... but fun none the less.
I've returned extremely confused....
I left and the door had closed, at the moment the door is a little open....
Now I don't know if I want to shut it, or if I want to leave it as it is....
They say patience is a virtue.... but have I not been patient enough??
But I know.... Only time will tell what the future holds.... And I believe that if it's meant to be, it will be.

I miss you...

Os primeiros 30 segundos do meu encontro com ele serao os 30 segundos da verdade... Estarei de ferias por umas semaninhas e sem qualquer acesso a net....
Desejo-vos umas boas ferias...

i'm off on holidays.

Beijos para todos os visitantes...
***********

Silently Speaking Everything...

Silently Speaking Everything


Our eyes meet across a crowded room... The way you look at me...
No need for words. We both want the same thing...
I have no doubt...
Oh, how I wish..... I wish it could be that simple just once!

Leaving you....  


I have.
Was it a mistake? Only time will tell.

You broke my heart. I'm mending it. Leave me alone.

So, forced upon me
the veil that leads to silence.

-Lia Saile
 


Por vezes o silencio e a melhor cura...
Eu continuarei em silencio.

Dreaming.....

Calm... 

The First Day

I wish I could remember the first day,
First hour, first moment of your meetung me,
If bright or dim the season, it might be
Summer or Winter for aught I can say.
So unrecorded did it slip away,
So blind was I to see and foresee,
So dull to mark the building of my tree
That would not blossom yet for many a May.
If only I could recollect it, such
A day of days! I let it come and go
As traceless as a thaw of bygone snow;
It seemed to mean so little, meant so much;
If only now I could recall that touch,
First touch of hand in hand - Did one but know!

Eu tenho saudades.... 

London 07.07.05

The Big London Red Bus...

Such a familiar sight.... So near home.



London Blasts.... 


Red Bus 


Bus 


Dead... 


The Famous Kings Cross...


Kings Cross 

Edgware Road....Once.... my way to college.


Edgware Road 

Fim da esperanca...

Swept away 


Just like the sea sweeps things away....
You took a giant step today....
That swept all my hope away.

B&W Rose

B&W Rose 

Ja que se tem falado mto de cores...
Para mim nao ha nada como o preto e o branco...

Branco.... Claro, simples...
Preto... Escuro, misterioso...

Cinzento... aonde me encontro neste momento... simplesmente confuso.

Luz no fundo do tunel...

Light at end of tunnel... HOPE 


Finalmente encontrei a luz no fundo do tunel...
Mas sera tarde demais...
Ou sera verdade, q no amor nunca e tarde demais??

Uma simples rosa vermelha... Um simples pensamento... Um simples sentimento... Uma simples desculpa... Uma velha memoria... Uma velha magoa... Uma horrivel dor... Uma antiga paixao... Um passado por acabar?!