I've been fooling myself.
All these hours, days, weeks..... months.
I suffered so much, the tears, the sleepless nights, the loneliness, the lack of affection... the closeness..... I was heart broken.
I overcame the depression, I stood up and I picked up the pieces. I re-built my life.
I showed you I was stronger. For our love was no longer. We were no longer one.
Supposidly.... My love for you had vanished. We want different things from life, we have different goals, we live in differently worlds. You were with someone else. I had to forget you. But did I?
I fooled myself and everyone else.
I still love you. I never stopped loving you. I think i will always love you.
But my love for you is unrequinted love.....
I..... I will stand back and watch your new life, I will wish you luck and happiness in your new relationship and I will also suffer in silence and carry on with my life.
They may say I am a dreamer, but I am not the only one. For I dream of the day you will be mine again.
I now know that I will always love you. Love I will one day admitt to. Forbidden Love.
I will survive.
