Game

"Love is a name, Sex is a game.... so forget the name and play the game!"

PMO, please live and learn.

Dont hold grudges just because she is no longer in love with you. Move on.

Dont cry cos its over, smile cos it happened!

When love isnt crazy, it isn't love...

So.... I killed cupid in self defense... (Post secret)
But I think cupid survived!
(And I'm kinda glad... )

Love...

Desejo.... Paixao.... Amor.... Dor....

The other day I was having a discussion(with a very good friend) about ex's and love.... and the pain it causes, how we get over it...etc...etc
During that convo, one main question stuck... and to me still remains unanswered...
When do you truly know you are over someone?!?

When do we stop caring? When do we stop wishing? When do we stop thinking about the "what ifs"? When do we stop loving??

It seems I apparently may still not be over my ex.... could this be true? After 9 months Im still not over it? Is it possible.
I know I am no longer IN LOVE with him... but i still care. But this to me is normal, we were friends for over 15 years... I did share a lot with him before and during our relationship.
I guess when i least expect, it i will look back and realise that im over him.

Although love causes pain and can sometimes be a game.... my theory still stands. I prefer to having loved and suffered than not having loved at all!

If our heads controlled our hearts nobody would fall in love...

So....... when do we know we are truly over someone? Are we ever truly over someone?

If anyone has an answer let me know.... till then my life will go on...

Sera que ja deixei de te amar? Depois de tudo... Sera isso possivel?? Ja nao dependo de ti.... e isto para mim chega. I was simply just a fool to believe you had anything to give...

Life

Life is a rollercoaster!

This week has been a bit hetic.

Started with me in London with family and loved ones and its ending with me in France, alone.

As much as i do like the people im working with in France its difficult to enjoy my stay in France. Ive been here since September and it still doesn't feel like home. I don't think it ever will.

Im missing London, my family, my friends, my job... the laughs, the securities, the love, etc I also miss home home, my country.... Portugal

Anyway, on my return to France all the other teachers had had a good holiday season and were glad to have me back. All my students seem to have enjoyed their holidays and are ready for a next term. Come rain or sunshine Im here to help them with their English for another 4months!

Plus soonish spring will arrive & the fun will start! (I detest winter!)

Chin up girl! It could be worse it could be better!

Estou a pensar em ti!

2006

Clarity...



Ano novo vida nova.
New year, new life.
I've been a busy bee recently... But i'm back now, and i'm here to stay.
My life is like a rollercoaster i have ups and downs, all mixed up.
But i like sharing my ups and downs and the best way to share these is by writing down what i feel & think. I dont have a diary (never found them appealing), so this blog is the closest thing to a diary. This blog will hopefully help me to see things more clearly.
SO..... Hope you have all had a very merry christmas and i wish you all the best for the coming year. Hope 2006 brings you all happiness & health & love.

Desejo de um bom 2006 para todos.